I realize that feeling nothing is also a sign of depression.
You could be seamlessly not doing anything and maybe enjoying your space around you with nobody would company you without bothering to ask. I used to sleep a lot and I never found out what it was but felt better when I had lots of sleep with no reason and felt really tired so that would want to socialize with people and never wanted to have a chat about literally anything.
” Smoking weed and drinking alcohol was my pretty much everyday routine with no caring of anyone but trying to be a little happy I could on my ways. “
It was one morning I was walking on the street and I literally felt nothing, I want happy and I want sad either. I was a bit confused that is it ok to feel nothing? but after reading a few articles on science alert I realize that feeling nothing is also a sign of depression.
Smoking weed and drinking alcohol was my pretty much everyday routine with no caring of anyone but trying to be a little happy I could on my ways. Medicine yes, I was taking medication at the same time but changing so many medications took my memory away and I started to lose lots of memory.
I still remember it was a time when the morning starts after tea I smoked weed and keep smoking the whole day till night and I really loved at that moment because I was so confused about what to do and not to do. Sleeping under the sun in winter when smoking weed was the best moment ever. Sometimes I felt like there is no purpose in life and we die one day anyway so why not now then I could not decide what’s next.
if you think if you are feeling depressed but you don’t know what’s happening you must read this article and get some ideas from my life experience. I am not a doctor but I am sharing my feeling and its just for educational purpose.
I will be explaining more about depression in another article until then follow our website